The text message still bugs me. Before, if I would call and he wouldn't answer the phone, I would have a pretty accurate idea what was going on. I knew when he was bowling, softball, working late, sleeping. I just knew. Now when he doesn't answer, a little part of me always thinks "Is he with her?" Not healthy and probably totally unwarranted.
I know how wrong that is, and he really gives me no reason to doubt or think otherwise. I mean for a long-distance relationship, we do better than some local couples. We text several times a day and we talk at least once, usually more than once a day. I just need o put those little insecurities on the back burner. AND, I need to talk to him about how I feel, and then let us decide what our status truly is.
It will be good, I believe it.
Real Life Rantings and Near Constant Neurotics from your average, everyday single mom. Average and Everyday? Yeah...in your dreams!
About Me
- Solo-Mommy
- This is my life: I am in my mid thirties. I am still trying to figure out what I want to be when I grow up! I have four children, ages 12, 10, 6, and 5. I am twice divorced, and still hoping the third time will be the charm. Yes I am a "helpless romantic" who just wants the best out of life for me and my children. Finally after all this time, I am actually working to get it! This is the REAL life story of today's single mother.
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