Being with some new is ... different. I've been with Dante for so long, it takes getting used to just to be held by someone else. But nonetheless I am making the effort! I'm making time to be with someone who ONLY wants to be with me! Sure, right now it's still second choice. But you know what? Dante has had more chances than a cat has lives, and what has he done with them?!?!?!
I'm taking Charlie's advice (see previous post), plain and simple. Whether it turns into something or not, I'm willing to step out into something new. Something that won't keep breaking my heart over and over again.
So far, so good.